Tribute To Khairul Nizam bin Ali Hanafiah

Muhammad Khairul Nizam bin Ali Hanafiah
18.01.1993 - 16.10.2009
24 Rejab 1413 (Tuesday) - 27 Syawal 1430 (Friday)
A Companion, A Friend, A Brother

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Here's the s0Ngs as a tribute.,,

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1. Best Friend by Kiroro (Japanese)

2. Seasons In The Sun by Westlife

3. Terlalu Istimewa by Adibah Noor (Malay)

4. Viva Forever by Spice Girls

5. Final Goodbye by Rihanna

6. How Do I Live by Leann Rimes

7. You Light Up My Life by Debby Boone

8. I Will Always Love You by Whitney Houston

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Please listen to every and each of the song.,,

the l0ve s0ng I dedicated fr0m th0se wh0 really l0ve him (girl).,,

I'm Begging You.,,

Assalamualaikum (t0 my m0slem br0s) aNd greetiNs t0 0thers.,,

Today I w0ke up when my m0m ask me where to eat.,,,
well unf0rtunately t0day's my bufday.,
s0 I fell back asleep.,,

after a while (I'm internally sleeping I guess).,,
I heard my dad talking ab0ut s0me0ne.,,
then he said.,,

"KawaN2 dier p0wN kater yg dier ader bg makaNaN sblm dier pergie., dier kater cpt2 da x lamer da"

N0 m0re than a micro sec0nd I g0t up c0z this defenitely Nizam's father (s0rry I w0Nt use Arwah c0z I l0ve him as a frieNd and I d0nt waNt t0 Feel Like He's N0t ar0uNd aNym0re).,,
a weNt 0ut theN I preteNd that I waNt t0 have driNk.,, my thr0at is screamiNg.,

then I tell my m0m that..,
"Ayh tgh ckp NgaN Ali Hanafiah.,"
"huh.,?? ali hanafiah.,??
"Khairul Nizam Ali Hanafiah.,,"
"wh0's this Ali.,??"
"father 0f nizam.,,"
"0wh.,,"
"Kenaper ayh x citer yg dier peluk s0wg2 kwN dier.,??"
"ha.,, pergie ar bg taw.,,!!"
"x per ar.,, dgn s0ra pecah (yer ar bru bgn td0) nie.,??"

s0 I weNt back t0 my pareNts r00m.,
I listen a bit m0re.,,

"kire ader ar amal jariah dier dkt keNgkawan blier dier bg makNn tue.,," dad's p0inting t0 his ph0ne indicating that it's Nizam's dad.,,
"0wh klu nk wat umrah ker haji kerw.,, sy raser bek pergie skewl N taNyer kwn2 dier d0lu.,, maner taw ader hutaNg.,, selesaikan yuran dier NgaN skewl.,, muNgkin cikgu kater x halal kerw.,, selesaikan segala urusaN dier.,,"

dat time.,, I was thinkin.,, why d0Nt we.,,
Nizam's friend.,, with 0ne str0ng v0ice tell his family.,,

"NIZAM D0N'T HAVE ANY DEBT WITH US.,!!! HE'S CLEAN.,!!"

S0 please.,,, say that t0 his family.,,,
we l0ve him rite.,??

A Tale That Lies Within...

Assalamualaikum aNd greetiNgs.,,

t0day is da 3rd day I'm back at skewl.,,
I w0uld like t0 share s0methiNg that I c0llected thr0ugh 0ut da first three days here.,
0f c0urse it's a b0ut Am.,,

0n the first day 0f skewl.,, which is 0n tuesday.,, I heard that Am is here.,, he was there iN his class.,, this is because the studeNts in there smelled s0methiNg like kapur barus. They inhaled the same air siNce m0rNing until n00n (i guess).,, Pn. Disdi als0 notices the smelled.,, s0 d0es d=this meaN his there.,??

Then that Night.,, while talkiNg ab0ut Am.,, SyazwaN entered my r0om t0 have a chat with his girlfrieNd.,, after fiNish blabbing with his 'dear'.,, he did weNt t0 Nazmy's r00m., that particular time.,, he als0 disc0vered the same 0d0ur that the class D's studeNts breathe that m0rNing.,,
s0 we th0ught that he's there with us.,,

Later that night.,, Am came iN Mal's dream.,, the setting was at class B., Am was sittiNg at Nabil's desk facing Mal wh0 is sittiNg at Afiqah's desk.,, Mal keep her eyes at Am... until Am raises his head aNd l00k directly in her eyes aNd smiled.,, I did heard that during that remarkable time Am wears to a high degree cleaN attire.,, aNd did he shines.,?? I caNt recall.,,

Did I menNti0N dat the very same day he was cast t0 be in eterNal slumber.,, he went back t0 his h0use at TamaN Seri Andalas.,, sedaNgkaN he wasNt takeN anywhere near his h0use., he was driveN directly t0 Kapar., his kampuNg.,, but suddeNly that Night after the funeral (which is on the saturday morNing).,, the kapur barus fumes are everywhere.,,

0h yeah.,, Pingu did dreamt Am t00.,, the setting is inside 0ur block.,, alth0ugh I'm n0t sure is it block K or bl0ck F.,, Here g0es the st0ry.,, Am was walking.,, alm0st at the sairs.,, aNd Pingu saw him.,, he call Am but he seems n0t t0 realize that.,, s0 piNgu call aNd call agaiN but t0 n0 avail.,, s0 pushed by desperati0n he raN aNd hugged Am from behiNd.,, then he cried aNd said.,,

"Nizam,,, aq syg k0.,, Knaper k0 pergie.,??"

then I d0nt kN0w what happeN.,, but 0ne thiNg f0r sure.,, Am said.,,

"Malam Nie aq Nk enj0y masa Nie Ngan smua kwN aq.,!!"

well.,, I did waNt t0 'meet' him.,, but uNtil this day.,, n0thiNg happens.,,
s0 stressful.,,

K-RoLL E-JuMp

Assalamualaikum and greetings...

Yesterday I was dumdstruck when receiviNg a very mournful news...

A friend of miNe was taken fr0m me...

Allah 'lend' him t0 me iN 3 years t0 get t0 kN0w him..
but n0w.. time has ruN 0ut..

s0 He have taken him back..